Friday, May 23, 2008

syracuse gets a thumbs-down

Today was... horrible. My dad and I ventured to Syracuse for my 1:00 appointment with a doctor there. I was suppose to have a CAT scan (or some kind of test done) to see where exactly the pain is coming from, and have injections (comprised of a steroid and numbing agent solution) that was suppoose to rid me of pain for up to a few months. I had my heart so set on getting some answers. I didnt even mind if it was bad news, I just wanted to know what was causing the horrible, constant pain. Well, when we arrived there we ended up waiting 45 minutes past my appointment time to see anyone, and when the doctor walked by I stopped him and asked about my appointment. He looked very off guard, and brought me into a room. He said that he had no idea about the appointmentr and had nothing worked out for the scans or anything. It was his idea a month ago for me to come see him. He talked to us for a total of 1 minute and then walked out.
I tried my hardest not to cry right there, and I managed to hold it in unitl I got to the car. We drove 6 hours today for absoluutely nothing. They didn't offer any ideas to aleviate pain or guess at what was causing it. Nothing. This was so disheartening.
I really feel that if that office is that disorganized and not "with it" then there is NO way that I want them touching my neck (or operating). I'm going to try to get into Boston with this issue with my neck surgeon. I miss the quality of care of the Children's Hospital in Boston.

Tomorrow morning my parents, Dane & I leave for Toronto for the weekend because my dad is speaking at a church plant tomorrow night and Sunday morning is preaching at John Finochio's church. Hopefully the rest of the day Sunday we'll be able to see the city. I'm looking forward to this trip because of what a bummer today was.

5 comments:

Unknown said...

Meghan ... so sorry for your disapointment, I can only imagine how frustrating that must have been - one day you will have answers, one day soon I will pray!

Adam and Raechell said...

What a bummer. That is just horrible. :(
Yes, you are in all our prayers. Have a great weekend with family. The trip sounds like it's going to be great fun.

Tasha Lehman said...

God's plans are not our plans sometimes. He will work it out and bring you to the Dr. of His choice! Hang in there!

Meghan said...

Julie~ thank you so much for your prayers! it means a lot to me.

Shelly~ the trip was a lot of fun! it took my mind off of the horrible previous day.

Tasha~ thank you. i need to keep that in mind.

Jeremy said...

Oh I'm so sorry Meghan! I was so upset when I read this... I can only imagine how disappointing it was for you.

I'm so glad you were able to get away afterwards.