6/30/08
I’m spending another sleepless night, consumed with the pain I feel.I’ve cried too many tears to be back here again tonight.
My mind races with many unanswered questions
And my heart breaks with each one.
Why have I been dealt this card?
What have I done to sink this low?
And I’m suffering, aching, screaming, dying inside.
And I’m crying, longing, begging, for new life.
Something’s got to change in my world.
I can’t keep being trampled on every time I get back up.I need a savior, a healer, and a refuge from the storm.If he doesn’t come soon I’ll drown in my tears for good.
I feel alone and I’ve got no one to turn to.No one around me understands this depth of hurt.
I need to rest; I’m too weary to fight for much longer.
My bones are screaming for restoration,
And my shattered heart needs to be re-built.
Please, can’t you just take away the pain?
I’ll lay it down, I’ll let you fight.
I’ll run to you, run with you, run for you.
Teach me that I can be victorious and weak at once.
Clear away the chaos and confusion the world has thrown me into.
I need peace before I can drop to my knees to believe again.
I need to know that you love me, please SHOW me that you love me.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
my song?
Posted by Meghan at 9:19 PM
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2 comments:
Painful...beautiful...thank you for sharing, even if it's so deep...I continue to pray...a hug from me to you...Shel
PS...so many questions...don't you find? I can't wait to understand Him in His fullness and have them answered one by one.
"Now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent." John 17:3 Hold on Meghan, don't give up. Continue to press in to know Him. We love you.
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